Dear Tumblr, Last night was HORRIBLE! I was so excited to see the meteor show and my BF was going to take me everything was good at first i ate and watched me some gossip girl. once the time reached 11:05 we left. i told him to stop and get some snacks because we would be out in the mountains for a while to be able to see the whole affect. We stopped at Circle K to get Slushy’s and candy i told him i would wait in the car.(now that he left his job he doesn’t have money so i have to pay not to mention its hot in Arizona and he doesn’t turn on the air so he wont waist much gas -_- ) When he walked outside of the store he had two giant drinks in his hand a bag of candy and chips as i reached my hands to help him he places the drinks on top of the hood and the whole drinks drop on me! I got soaked and yet i didn’t get mad. I told him lets go home and he takes me to his house expecting for me to just change but it was all over me even in my underwear! But what got me upset was the fact that he helped me out of the car and didn’t ask me “Are you ok!?” or “Im sorry please let me make it up!” nothing !! he just said “fuck my car sits are ganna get fucked up!” Thats when i was like oh well take me home and I’m not sitting on those sits. So he runs inside and get some towels so i can sit. I dont knw how things got so messed up but i told him it was fine i was laughing about it and told him if he wants ill just shower first and we can go. He got angry and told me “Shut up for once! You talk to much every single time”. That i didn’t pass here i am soaked in sugar shit and thats all he says! (I always do everything in my part and deal with his horrible character because i actually love him but it gets old. Im the one who is a bitch not him to me he treated me like poop) We get home and he doesn’t look at me i open the door to his car an as i close it he takes off. What a night right! Here i was saying its okay and im not mad and yet his the one who gets angry and irritated! i wasnt going to call him and leave it at that but Blair from gossip girl told me other wise lol i called him and told him we were done! He obviously doesn’t care much about me (even if we were together for 5 years on an off) and he has problems. Heres to a new start : ) and tumblr your going to have a hell of a ride!
-xoxo B
